Music

I am currently listening to music that my dear sister Jennifer put on a CD for me. The song I am currently listening to is a song from Mulan!! I love it!! Anyways I had a good Christmas! I hope you all did to! Well today is the last day that Jennifer will be here!! :( I will miss you and your snoring!! When we go back to school I get to start softball!! YAY!!! It will be fun! Well I don't have much to say...But I love you all!!

Yes once again Twilight

I recently went to go see the Twilight movie. I went with Jessica and some friends! Well we went ti the 8 p.m. show and we had to be home at 10:30 so we only made it to the part where Bella is about to leave Alice and Jasper to go and find James. What i did see of the movie I liked!! Now I only have to go back and watch it all the way through! Lol. I can't wait!!! Well I have been very busy lately a lot has been going on!! I am currently on Eclipse in the Twilight series. I have had to be putting the Twilight books on hold because I have to read certain book for English class. Right now we have to read a novel and I picked Lucky by Alice Seabold. It is about a girl getting raped and waiting and seeking for the justice. It is very interesting. I like the book but I still cant wait to finish so I can pick up Eclipse again. I love you all and hope you all have a lovely holiday season!

Edward......Oh Twilight

So I am in love with Edward! I can't help but he is the perfect man!! I really wish that he was real. That would just be amazing. Stephanie Meyer knows how to write the perfect man! Anyways I know I have not posted in a while. 16 days I do believe! I am currently putting songs on the ipod I got for my birthday!! I love it!! It is purple!!! It was a great present!! Today is Jessica's birthday and we celebrated it yesterday (Dad is on 1st call today) and she got the digital camera that she wanted!! It is a very cute camera and I love it!!! And I know she loves it also!!! Well I really don't have much to say.... I love you all and I will post soon.

12 am

It is currently 9:18 and I am sitting in my bed room at moms house. I have a plan to stay up till 12 am for my birthday tomorrow which will be today in 2 hours and 40 min. I have decided that I was born at exactly 12 am. Now I know that I was not born at 12 am but I decided that that will be when I was born for 2 reasons.

1.) I don't have an original birth certificate...Mom doesn't have one and neither does dad

2.) Mom and dad don't remember what time I was born. And quite honestly I wouldn't expect them to. They had 9 kids and I find it a miracle that they can even remember the years we were born (well most of the time they can. Lol.)

Since it is 9:20 right now. I am kinda sad that it took me 2 minutes to type that little. I type fast it just took me that long because I have a lack of words. I have currently been in the happiest state of my life for the last several weeks, Everything has been good despite some things, but I still have been in a generally good mood. That is until about 4 today. I got sad and just started thinking. I know my life isn't going to change much once I am 16....Wow 16.... there is only one thing that will change.

I will be able to drive alone.

Does that mean I will? No. For one I don't have a job. I can't pay for insurance. And I don't have a car. I am fine with that. I am not complaining so don't get the wrong idea. It is just nice to be able to say I can drive legally by myself. It's a nice thought to know that I am growing up to be the young woman I am today. (Whether you like that women of not.) That is your personal opinion. But tonight I am just feeling like I have missed out on a big part of my life. I got diagnosed with diabetes at 7 years old. (I do NOT feel sorry for myself. I think it has made me to be more responsible and has made me who I am today.) But still I have lived 9 years with this disease. I was forced to grow up faster than any other normal kid. I missed out on some of the things that "normal" kids got to do. (What exactly is normal?) I feel like 9 years of my life have been taken away from me. Not to mention the fact that I got diagnosed during a particularly hard time in a young kids life. My mom and dad were getting a divorce. I have never really stopped to think about how that could have effected my life. Now don't get me wrong I really do believe that both my mom and dad have moved on to find people they are better suited for. I don't blame either one of them for anything that has happen. -What is meant to be will be.- I honestly do believe that. But when I think about all of this it makes me wonder how I ever made it through all this. I really do believe that I might have been depressed and I don't know if I have ever really gotten over any of this. I block out my childhood due to somethings I would rather not talk about. None of them have to do with my dad, just my mom. But I have never delt with any of it. And it makes me wonder if it is to late to deal with it. Is it ever to late to deal with anything? Is it to late to get back those 9 years? Is it to
late to talk about it?

This is one of my longest posts. This is my longest post. It is now 9:53 and I have spent 35 min. typing this. I have spent 35 min. talking about my feeling...or just simply rambling...you be the judge. I am going to go now. I love you all and I hope you all have a good night...or a good day. I only have 2 hours and 5 min. till 12 am now. I love you all.

Election

I COMPLETELY agree with Jennifer!!!! I find it VERY RUDE to get a phone call saying "Obama won!!" That is rude. I don't care how happy you are about it. Don't call me and tell me. Or rub it in my face. That it all about the election. I love you guys! This Friday is our last football game! :( that makes me really sad because I like the football games!! They are my most favorite thing to do in band!! Well besides playing a really fun piece of music were the Sax's. have a really fun part to play!!! And since the band doesn't play so much fun music.....or they do but it is really easy and therefor boring.....i have nothing to look forward to. But maybe they will start playing some fun stuff!!! That is all.....I love you!!!

Tired!

I am just so tired! No matter how much sleep I get I am still just so tired! And I do believe it is because I have a sleeping disorder. I was reading one of the diabetic magazines dad gets and gives it to me. (yes dad i really do read those) and in the magazine there was an article about sleeping disorders. They are apparently very common for diabetics and i have all the symptoms.

1. Snoring

2. Being extremely tired during the day

3. When your sleeping you cant breath so you are breathing so quietly people think you are dead. There is no movement in your chest.

And some other ones I cant really remember right now. But Bryan has told me before that he had went up stairs to tell me something and i was sleeping but he thought I was dead because I wasn't moving, and he couldn't hear me breath. Plus Jessica has told me the same thing. Also the fact that I do snore very loudly!

Well that is it for now. I love you all!!

At Home

So today I stayed home because I am not feeling so great. Well I hate not being able to have enough time to get on blogger and write new posts or read what everyone is up to. I miss that I have to say that I have gotten use to getting on and reading and posting. That was such a fun time in the summer when I could do that. Now that school has started I don't have much time to get on and its sad. Well this coming weekend there are many things going on. I do believe that we (me,Jessica, and mom) are going to see Melissa, Heath, Kayln, and Keali...I have missed you all so much and cant wait to see you!! I miss my family so much and its hard for it to only be me and Jessica in the house although Elizabeth comes to visit frequently. I still miss everyone. I love you all and wish you well!

New Layout

I decided it was time to get a new layout. Since it is Halloween season why not get a Halloween one? So I looked at the layouts and picked this purple one. I don't have much to say but I still haven't heard about my English paper. She is a very slow grader but she said she is done with them and all she has to do is make copies. I'm not sure why she needs copies though. Well in band we have learned the movements to the first 3 songs and we will start on learning the 4th on Monday. I don't have much to say so I'm gonna go. Happy birthday dad! I love you all!!!

Drops Of Jupiter

Drops of Jupiter by Train my favorite song. I love it. I am actually listing to it right now. I ha vent heard the song in so long! When i heard it last week i was like OH MY GOODNESS!!!! It made me realize just how much I loved the song. Now why am I writing a post about this song? Well I love music and I love reading. I especially love doing both at the same time! I actually had to write an essay this year about music. I had to choose 10 songs that meant a lot to me and explain why they meant so much to me. Now I got an A+ and she loved my essay. In the essays she would write her thoughts and what not on the page and just little comments about what we wrote. At the end she wrote a little paragraph about what she thought about the essay at the end. She told me she loved my writing. She said I had a great way of saying things, and that she thought I was a great writer.She also said she had enjoyed every bit of it and that she couldn't wait to read more of my writing. That made me very happy. I do love to write and I love to hear that other people really love my writing. Well that's all for now. Love you all!!

HMMM......................

I don't have much to say right now. I have bought New Moon and am reading it right now. I like it but...........I am at a certain part and I am now sad. I hope it won't last for long but who knows. I love you all and I will post more later when something interesting happens to me. I love you all....I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

My Current Delma

I have been asked to write and essay in English. A personal essay about someone or something that ment a lot to us. I wrote and essay about grandpa Hale. I knew it would be hard to write about him but I never thought it would be this hard. There is just so much to say but not enough time to write it all down. I finished my essay and I have to say that I think it is pretty darn good! I am a good writer if I do say so myself. This essay got my point across and the people who have read it so far felt the emotions I wanted them to feel. Which to me is one of the most important things when writing. However I will not share this essay with anyone but my teacher and my peer editors. The reason is that sometimes when you write something you just cant share it with those who you love the most. Even if the loved the person you are writing about just as much. It is the one thing I will never let anyone else read. Now for my delma. I can not think of a title for this essay. It is about him but it includes everyone if us (The Hale family)in the essay. I just cant think of what to title it. Which is not good because it is due tomorrow but I will think of something good. I love you all very much and hope you all are having a great time doing whatever you are doing at the moment.

More Twilight Please!

I am finished with Twilight and i loved it! I need to go and buy New Moon now. I cant wait to start reading it. But before I start reading it I have to read another book first. This book will only take me a day or two to read. Its all a matter of finding time to read it. That is why it took me so long to read Twilight I just never had time to read. My friend wants me to read Solieder X so that is what I will be starting to read. I am not quite sure what it is about but they liked it and wanted me to read it so I am going to give it a shot. And after I am done with that book then I will be reading New Moon. Now nobody tell me what happens or I will be very upset!!! But I cant wait to start reading it!!!! I dont have much to say so I am going to go. I love you all very much!! And congrats on the job Melissa!!!!!!!!!!

Twilight.!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!

So I have been reading Lovely Bones for the last week. I finished it yesterday and i was just really wanting to read another book. So I have bought the book Twilight!!! I was so excited when I bought it I just couldn't wait to get home and start readying it!!! I started reading last night around 4 and I only read for about an hour because I was tired. Well now I just cant put the book down. I love it!!! I have never in my life loved to read. That is until the summer before last when I started and finished the entire Harry Potter series in about a month. I loved the books so much I just read them for hours and hours. Ever since then I have loved to read. And now I am always reading something. I might read it for hours and hours or just occasionally when I have free time. Now I am reading twilight and I just love it. I was actually hoping not start reading the books until after I had seen the movies. The reason for that is when I started Harry Potter I had already seen the first 4 movies. I loved the movies and then I loves the books even more! But I had read the 5 book and then saw the movie and I hated it. Before I was happy with both the movies and and the books but with the 5 I was only happy with the book. That is why I wanted to wait till i started reading Twilight. So then I could be happy with both the books and the movies. However when I was wanted to read a new book Twilight just came into my head. I HAD to read it!!! So that is why I went out and bought it. I couldn't wait to get started!! But that is enough. I am going to go back to reading Twilight. I love you all!!!!

Tagged :)

Four Places that I go over and over:

1. Walmart

2. mall

3. school

4. movies (sometimes)

Four people who email me regularly:

1. my dad

2. bryan

3. wetseal

4. american eagle

Four of my favorite places to eat:

1. ruby tuesday

2. sabrina's ( i had the graham ham and it was good!!! )

3. Dizzy's Grill

4. IHOP

Four Places I would rather be:

1. utah

2. paris

3. new york

4. Branson

Four TV shows that I watch:

1. law and order (SVU)

2. Psych

3. Burn Notice

4. one tree hill

Four people that I tag:
anyone

My Big Ol' Family!!

School is still here and they are giving us homework..But it is all good because it should get easier....I hope. Here is my latest dilemma.....I am in this house with just Jessica (and the parents) but since there are 9 kids in this family and i am one of the youngest....I have always had more than just one person around. I would normally have 3 or 4 ( up till last year when it was just me, Jessica, and Elizabeth but that was different because Bryan was here a lot ). But I guess that is what happens when you have a big family and are so use to having them with you all the time... It was easier to adjust when Melissa and Jennifer left (I love you guys!!! and it was hard to be without you!!!!!!!!) just because i was so young and everyone else was still there. Same with everyone else as well because it was just one person at a time and I still had plenty of people in the house. But I guess now that it is just the two of us I am getting really sad and depressed because I only have Jessica (and as you know we don't have the best relationship). And it is just getting to me to not have you guys around! I do know that this is something I will have to get use to. And I know I will but it will most defiantly take some time. I think that is why I love the holidays so much ( well part of...a big part) is because I can be with my family. I just miss you guys so much!!!!!!!!

Well the first week of school is over!! Only like 2310839021830821 more weeks to go! At least that is what it feels like. I am so tired and already ready for a break! But i will get through it! I cant wait until it is summer again!!! I don't have much to say because I have just been in school. So i love you guys!

Finally a new post. I have been trying not to post anything till school starts so that I will have something to talk about. However I have come to realize that I can not wait to post for so long. Yes I am addicted to blogging. Anyways school starts this coming Monday, and I have to say that when I think about how I only have 3 more years of school it shocks me. I have been in school for 10 years now. WOW! It really just seems like a long time. Well it was a long time. I am still so shocked to think about me graduating in 3 years! I have to say I am also scared about it. I am not so sure that I will be able to handle everything. There are just so many stresses...I am sure that all people stress about this but they probably don't stress so early. I will have to be able to take care of my diabetes, I am only talking about being able to get my supplies (testing strips, pump changes, insulin, etc.). I am just worries because I don't know if I will be able to do it. But still I can not wait till the day comes when I walk across that stage in my long blue robe. Anyways....I have to congratulate Melissa on the wonderful job she has done on her house! I will also miss your house Melissa! And no i don't think it is weird that you will miss your house so much. I love you all!!!!!!!!!

I really like this whale...so I decided to post it again

This is my 31st post! I have been in summer band the last 2 days, and I have to tell you Mr. Bell cares about this show much more than he has cared about the ones in the past. There are 24 sets in the first song!!! And we are playing 4 songs!! However one song is really short and one is medium length, but 2 are LONG!! I am also very sad that I can not go up and see and help Melissa. I really want to but mom doesn't want to use to much gas. I think we might be going to church softball this Thursday. However I am not happy about this because I do not want to go. My side is hurting like crazy (it has hurting for a little over a month now) and ever since i sprained my ankle in softball my ankle hurts anytime I walk. I believe that it has to do with me not letting my ankle heal all the way after I had sprained it. I waited about a week before I played again, but I didn't actually stay off of it. How could I? I had school everyday and You only get a certain amount of time to get from class to class, and I still had to walk to softball practice. So I just am not in any kind of mood to go out and practice church softball where the rules are all weird (it is a coed team....they have to play by really weird rules) and i don't want to have to deal with more side, and ankle pain. I would much rather stay home and finish re-reading the 6th Harry Potter (I have already read the 7th Harry Potter, and the 5th Harry Potter....Yes I read them is that order....7th,5th, and now 6th) So I am happy that I have done that much reading this summer. I would also like to start to read the Twilight series. I have recently talked to mom and she said that she might have a job I can do to earn some money so I could buy the books and read them. I do need to ask dad though because he doesn't seem to like the books because of the fact that the book have to do with vampires. I want to read them. I hear they are great books, and I am ready to start reading. I am really happy that Jennifer is feeling better than she was.

Melissa this is Bryan's Hobo Whale

I am so sad that Melissa will be moving. Although I am happy that she will be moving somewhere, where she will love it. I remember when they used to live far away from Hot Springs (they have lived many different places before moving close to Hot Springs). I remember I hardly ever got to see them! I remember when Melissa was pregnant with Kalyn. We had gone up to visit them (I believe that was when they were in Tennessee). Well it was just about the due date and Melissa was READY! And so was Health! If I recall correctly Health had been trying to convince Melissa to drink something (It was supposed to get Kalyn to come faster). I also believed that Melissa had decided to drink it. So Health went out and bought the stuff brought it back, and Melissa drank some (maybe all of it i cant remember that) i do remember Melissa making a nasty face as she drank it! Well it did not make Kalyn come any faster! I also remember when Melissa had Keali. I was not there of course but i do remember going to the hospital to visit Melissa afterwards. I saw Keali when the nurses had her and they were making sure everything was fine with her and they were weighing her (i don't know what all the nurses do when they have the babies in that room). But she was just the most beautiful baby ever! Melissa I love you and I am going to miss you guys so much!! I am so happy that you Health got this job that he likes. I love you all!

favorite kids

ok i have to say one thing before i actually start to type about fav. kids. In love with a girl by Gavin Degraw is my favorite song every!! ok so i read a comment the melissa wrote and she something like she isnt a favorite kid. well that makes me wonder. i mean i know that the parents like some kids more than others. but does that mean that they will treat them that differently. i have to admit that i do feel like i get put down the most out of the kids that live in the house (not including bryan because he is only here during the summer usually). now your probably thinking well she only thinks that because she is a teenager. but i am serious i really dont ever see jessica or elizabeth getting put down. now i am not saying that they don't love me. i know that they do.

i'm sorry i am always thinking so negative on my blog. im not really a positive upbeat person...i wish i was. maybe i am upbeat in person i don't know. i just don't ever feel upbeat in my head... i will try to feel more upbeat though

i am so proud of myself! i just recently figured out how to get new backgrounds!! yay me! anyways my life is going ok. the fact that i have a urinary track infection and possibly kidney stones is not so much fun. we don't really know if i have kidney stones for a fact but my side is hurting really bad and when i went to the doctor i forgot to mention it because i was kinda side tracked by my current problem. I talked to Jennifer for a little while the other day she sounded really tired so i didn't want to keep her for to long, so i just said hi asked if she was still in loads of pain, and hoped that she would get better soon and that i love her. I am really happy she had the surgery because i hated the fact that she was in constant pain. Anyways i hope you all are doing well and i hope that Jennifer gets to feeling better soon.

christian bale

OK so i am going to blog about my great love for christian bale! He is so gorgeous! I am telling people that i am going to marry him because well I plan on it! Yes, I know he is married but still i will get married to him! He is such a good actor and he can sing, and dance! I could go on forever about how truly awesome he is but I have other things to talk about as well. I am so happy that everything went will with Jennifer's surgery! I was really scared the night before and the day of! Once I found out she was ok I was so happy! I love you Jennifer!! It really worries me when people that I love have surgeries. I always get really scared and people tell me to focus on the positive but that is really hard for me to do! I just worry so much about losing a loved one! But anyways I am so happy that everything went well! I love you guys! And i love christian bale!

I was just thinking about a funny thing that had happened during girls weekend! Now so many funny things happened at girls weekend but this one stands out to me...I don't know why I just seem to think that it is hilarious. We were all going to get some ice cream from Coldstone. Once we got there and we all got out of the cars (Melissa had her car and it was Kalyn, Keali, and me in the car & Andrea took her car and had Elizabeth, Jessica, and Kaylee). Well once we had gotten out of the car Jessica was pleased to inform Melissa, and I that in Andrea's car the had music playing. For those of you who don't know the rule is if you ride with Andrea and music is playing you HAVE to sing! And if you don't know the words then you make up your own words! Well Andrea, was singing to the music and apparently the car next to them had guys in it and the guys thought that Andrea was trying to talk to her. So the guys rolled down there window and when they did they heard Andrea singing. Then Jessica told us that they guys had said "oops" and rolled there window back up. Now that story may not seem funny to everybody but i think it is hilarious! Girls weekend was great Andrea! Thank you so much for a wonderful time!

This is a good idea...it reminds us of things we may have forgotten and may give us warm-fuzzy moments!
1. As a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!

2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

It's actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave one about you. :)

imaginary friends

So i read Melissa's blog yesterday about kayln and her imaginary friends. It got me thinking about if I ever had any imaginary friends. I don't think that i every had any because since i grew up in a big family i always had someone to play with. I was also really close in age to my little sister and, Elizabeth was really young at heart. It was no big deal we would play in the sand box, we would play house, and other games that seem rather stupid now but that were fun back then. I enjoyed playing with them. I guess because I never had to have imaginary friends I think it is kind of weird but cute at the same time. Little kids have such vivid imaginations anything they think of they can make happen in their heads. It is so cute! That is really all I have to say...Oh and Melissa that was a really cute story about Keali wanting to be with her mommy & daddy that night.

July 4th

Happy 4th everyone! Today we (Jessica, and me) we to magic springs (Ms). Well it started to rain adn thunder so we decided to leave. And on the way out they gave us both Sunny Day passes. Which is just a normal day pass, but it is what they hand out on the days it rains. Before we could tell them that we had season passes and didn'd need a Sunny Day pass they had already moved down the line. So now me and jessica have to ms passes that we probley won't ever use. After Ms we came back to dads house and ate good food. Joesph was here so him, Elizabeth, and I went swimming and we played water volleyball!. Later Kayla showed up and played water volleyball with us! It was fun! However i do wish that Jessica would have played water volleyball with us, but she stayed inside and watches t.v. Which is what she ususally does when we ask her to play with us. Or when i ask her to go and play water volleyball with me she says no. I dont like swimming by myslef so if she doesnt want to play with me then im not going swimming. Anyways today was fun! I also can't wait till next weekend because it is GIRLS WEEKEND with Andrea!! It will be really fun to have all of us (or most all of us) there! I only wish that Jennifer would be there to.

I’ve been tagged!

3 Joys:
1. Being with my friends
2. When my dad isnt home...i love him! i really do!. its just that i cant tell when he is going to be mad. and i dont like it when he is mad
3. Playing 1st base in softball

3 Fears:1.
1.My dad dying
2. To die at a young age
3. To dissapont my parents

3 Goals:
1. Find out if i really want to own my own bakery
2. Be more patient with others when I know I’m the problem.
3. Find out what i really want to do before i go to college

3 Obsessions:
1. Wanting to know what people really think of me
2. Cracking my nuckels
3. Putting on chapstick

3 Random Surprising Facts:
1. My feet are always cold
2. I like a guy that my parents dont
3. I have diabetes.... not really random but i dont know what else to put

5 People I Tag:
beverly
dad
melissa
andrea
jennifer

what does it really mean?

forgive and forget. it is so plain and simple. but what i want to know is why can't people forgive? i mean they can say they forgive you, but you know that they dont really forgive you. you know that they still have that anger at you. you know that noone ever really forgets. why cant people forgive? why cant people believe that people can change? is it when they show a real improvement that then people might believe that that person can change? when someone makes a mistake does anyone every really trust them not to make that mistake again? do they ever trust them again just in general? if you cross somebody so badly and then cross them again is there any chance of forgivness if that person really wants it? can someone really claim to be a godly person but yet they cant forgive? isnt god about loving thy neighbor and forgiving thoughs who have crossed you and believing that people can change?......forget your mistakes but remember what they have taught you....yes this is a very weird post...i just couldnt get these thought out of my head though.

bowling

ok well i read melissa's blog and saw her pictures so i have the need to make a post about bowling. well i love to bowl!! i actually went to go bowling the other day however i didnt get to bowl because i havea rist issue... i wasnt so sure how bad it would hurt to bowl but why take the risk to find out?...so i had to sit and watch about 12 people bowl 3 games...needless to say i was really bored...however it was really fun because the people i went with are really fun anf funny...i went with elizabeth, her boyfriend, and a bunch of her work friends, and katie, and elliot. elliot is around my age. We were origanly going to go put-putting but it started to rain so then we went bowling. now i really want to go bowling!!

driving

so i have been driving yesterday and today...it was fun i was really nervous whenever i first got behind the wheel....as most never drivers who car about not getting in a wreck. but yes i did drive! monday i drove into hot springs from malvern because we had to drop off a guy that lived there...and then today i drove all around town in central, on the bypass, on the highway, in corner stone, by the school, and then i drove from magic springs to my house! so i drove a lot!! coach pennigton says that im a good driver so i think thats a good thing. i like to drive! its scary once you first start to drive but then you stop being scared and your just paying attention to what you are doing. its a good feeling to know that i can drive and that other people believe in me and know and tell me that i am a good driver.

life

well its summer time but im taking drivers ed. so its not really summer yet...but i guess now it is because drivers ed. is finally over and im going to drive the 10th of this month so yeah...anyways i asked dad tonight if i could go to a baseball game and he asked who i would be meeting and i said emily and he said he didnt know. that usually means no so im probley not going. i dont really ever go anywhere with my friends im normally just at the house (one of the two), softball (games or practices), or out somewhere with the parents...which isnt a bad thing it would just be nice to hangout with my friends watching a baseball game. i have a softball game this thursday so woo fun....we had practice yesterday and we had to hit....i didnt do so great... i didnt do bad or anything i did hit the majority of the balls but i didnt do as well as i could have. i believe it has a lot to do with the fact that i havent actually hit in about 3 weeks. because we have been out of school for about a week and a half and then the last week and a half of school we didnt have practice....we had a game last thursday but i didnt get to hit because we had already lost and they didnt finish the last inning...i dont reall yknow why...so im hoping that we wont lose to fast this week so i can hit. we have a number of games so thats goign to be fun adn i will get to hit. anyways i hope yall have a good summer

barefoot contessa

yes i did take jennifers title however i do have a reason. i love to watch the food network and as some of you may know i am a pretty darn good bakery if i do say so my self...so one day i plan to go to college graduate and open my own bakery...no not breads....just pastries so i guess it will be a pastry bakery....now i havent thought of a name yet...?any suggestions?....but yes i am going to open a bakery....so the church has decided to make a cook boos and dad and beverly want me to enter a couple of my recieps to it...now i did enter one and is a GREAT cheesecake! but they want me to enter more....im no trying to be rude but i really dont want to....i want to keep me ideas for delightful pastries just for me and my bakery i will not run the risk of haveing to recreate my ideas just so i can publish them in a cookbook....now i know i wont be in college for 3 years and then another 4-5 years (maybe more) of college...(i want to know everything i can about pastry making)..even though thats a long time aways i have high expectations for my bakery and my life like most people my age...oh and melissa if you are ready this next time you come down i will make a cheese cake so you can try it....that is all and i hope you guys have a good rest of the weekend

graduation

so im finally starting to add hearders to my blog posts which i really hard! i never know what to put but anyways today it is graduation!...im going to elizabeths gradution party at the chursh later...thats all

Sports and my life

softball is finally over...i turn in all my stuff tomorrow except for my practice stuff because we will be getting new stuff next year i cant wait!!! the only games we will have are thrusdays.....whats going on is that every thursday this summer we should be having atleast 2 games at lakeside i cant wait for that! also i have signed up for volleyball tryouts now as you may know i was on the volleyball team my 8th grade year and i was pretty good if i do say so myself....i tried out my 9th grade year and didnt make it because we had gotten a new coach and that coach did not like me (several other coaches had told me they couldnt believe i didnt make it) well i was crushed! i loved volleyball so much it was my sport!! until recently i havent thought about trying out because i have been so ocupied with softball (i do love softball) so i signed up for volleyball without knowing weather or not i want to try out....i dont think i could handle not making it again...(i do believe that i have a good shot at making it because coach back is the coach and she doesnt have anything against me)...i will probley end up trying out and believe me i will try my hardest and i told dad that and he believed me i also told him that if i make it i will be happy but if i dont i wont be so upset as i was last year if i dont make it.... but the more i think about it the more i relize i love volleyball and im not so sure if ill be ok if i dont make it......i know there is always softball i am awear of that and i will tryout for softball next year ( no doubt about that) but im just hoping that when i got to tryouts May 17th from 8:00 to 10:00 i am going to try my best and pray i make the team so i can get back into the game that i love so much and get back in the swing of volleyball!! (i will need to start practiing again serving...hitting...passing....everything)...(it has been more than a year since i have actually practiced) so pray that i can do my best and make the team.....i really cant wait till next year because if i do make the volleyball team i will be able to a sport i love for half the year till season is over and then the second half of the year i will another sport that i love to play softball (as long as i make softball which i really hope i do)....that is all i have to say i love you all very much and please pray that i can do my best at volleyball tryouts and make the team...i will try my very best

• 1. What book have you read recently?the newest clique book and i re-read the newest Harry Potter
• 2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?Be able to make anything i want to happen happen
• 3. List two things you have eaten today:1. sandwich 2.waffel not in that order though
• 4. What's your favorite color? purple
• 5. Where is the place you want to go the most?paris
• 6. Name two places you have lived:i can only name one and that is Hot Springs Arkansas
• 7. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?yes
• 8. What would you do if you were a billionaire?i dont know
• 9. Which type of person do you hate the most?Hypocrites and people who lie so much they dont know what the real truth is
• 10. What are two things on your to do list right now?1. try to get atleast one night sleep because i keep waking up because of the pain in my arm...it just doesnt want me to get any sleep 2.figure out what wrong with my arm
• 11. If you have a fault, would you rather the people around you point it out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?Tell me so I can fix it. Or tell you to butt out<
• .12. List two jobs you have had:1. never had a real job
• 13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?friends,family,pets...yes pets but really just the baby dog....my friends they are always there....and family it seem like the people who i never or hardly ever see are the ones that are mostly here for me not really the people i live with
• 14. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?yes almost everything i do...but hey thats how you learn
• 15. Name two of your bad habits:1. cracking my fingers 2. my constent need to put on chapstick
• 16. What are your feelings about the person who tagged you? no one tagged me so i really have no feeling about them
• 17. Who do you Tag? no one because everyone i know have already done this
• Instruction: Copy questions, remove answers and replace with your own answers to the list of questions. Then, tag as many people you want, at least one, and list them out in the end of your post. Notify them that they have been tagged. Enjoy getting to know those you have tagged better, unless they are bitter and decide not to play along!

i woke up about 8:00 this morning....which is when i noramally wake up but im tired we had a game lastnight V lost...JVwon....our pitcher last night pitch the ball the and the batter wacked it hard and flew straight into the pitchers knee...she feel ocer so fast it was crazy so they had to call a trainer to come and check it out....her knew was purple, blue, red, yellow....all different colors! but she is ok she just has to wear a brace for a couple of days....so when i got home lastnight and finally went to sleep i started waking up every half our because the pain in my arm was so bad and time i moved it it woke me up because it hurt....and yes i did take ibrophen(sp) before i went to bed and before my game...

so it is thursday we did have a game today but it got changed to tomorrow so now i am able to go over to moms house today also yesterday at the softball field and there was a homeles dog...it was sad like it had a collar but no name tags and she looked healthy but still her owner was not at the field..

so yesterday mom told me that we might go up to melissa and heath's house....well i REALLY wann go whenever im up there i feel happy.....but i have a softball game that afternoon and when i told mom she told me well that might just mess up all the plans...that makes me feel really bad im not purposly trying to do that....i have no control when or where our games are...the only reason we have a game friday is because so many of our games have been canceld due to weather so they finally decided to reset the games....so its not my fault....i really wanna go see them so i really hope me having a game wont mess that up

hey guys im tired amd sad...mad....upsest.....life isnt fun....i love you

So lastnight was a birthday party for Andrea! it was cool i had fun! Andrea, Jimmy is a really good cook! i really dont have much to say but that i had a good time lastnight and now im sitting at home watching tv and playing games on the computer...which i guess is fun thing for some people....anyways we have softball games all this week almost everyday i think

so i have given up on trying to do the whole background thing its just to hard and i cant figure it out....my arm is really killing me like no joke!! it has been hurting on and off since about 4 weeks ago only during and asfter softball and so i told dad about it and he said to ice it and take tylonal so i was and then about 2 days ago it started to hurt constantly and i have been iceing it and take tylonal but it would never stop hurting so i finnaly told dad about it today and he said take tylonal so i plan on doing that....but i dont think this is something that can be solved with tylonal only....now im not one to doubt dads knowledge of anything in the medical field and he is always right about it.....but this hurts bad i can even do something without it hurting and the pain wont go away....well i love you

ok so i hope everyone is doing well...im feeling a bit iffy but im gonna go now i love you all!!!

It is Sunday...but it just doesnt feel like Sunday. Yesterday i spent the whole day at a softball tournament that i didnt even get to play in because im not on the varsity team....I ask myself why on earth i have to be at this and i know why its because we are a team... and there is not set JV or V team...which is a lie and we really arent a team i cant explain it but we arent...and this coming weekend i have to be at another tournament that i plrobely wont get to play in and really stinks...this weekend is also my friend ashleys birthday and she is having a bon fire just for her and her friends and i cant go because of softball which just really bugs me....so seriously...why do i have to go to a tournament this weekend when i probley wont play in it

just got back from softball and we had to tarp the field....and since it has been raining the field soaking wet!! and because it was wet i got mudding....then i came home a took a shower it is nice to feel all clean...also i love how everyone calls this blogging! its just so cute!

hey so im still kinda iffy on some of this blog stuff but i think im getting the hang of it.. slowly but still. I have the dog here actuall both of them i think they are getting along better but only time will tell

Hello everyone! I dont have much to say but that hello