Sports and my life

softball is finally over...i turn in all my stuff tomorrow except for my practice stuff because we will be getting new stuff next year i cant wait!!! the only games we will have are thrusdays.....whats going on is that every thursday this summer we should be having atleast 2 games at lakeside i cant wait for that! also i have signed up for volleyball tryouts now as you may know i was on the volleyball team my 8th grade year and i was pretty good if i do say so myself....i tried out my 9th grade year and didnt make it because we had gotten a new coach and that coach did not like me (several other coaches had told me they couldnt believe i didnt make it) well i was crushed! i loved volleyball so much it was my sport!! until recently i havent thought about trying out because i have been so ocupied with softball (i do love softball) so i signed up for volleyball without knowing weather or not i want to try out....i dont think i could handle not making it again...(i do believe that i have a good shot at making it because coach back is the coach and she doesnt have anything against me)...i will probley end up trying out and believe me i will try my hardest and i told dad that and he believed me i also told him that if i make it i will be happy but if i dont i wont be so upset as i was last year if i dont make it.... but the more i think about it the more i relize i love volleyball and im not so sure if ill be ok if i dont make it......i know there is always softball i am awear of that and i will tryout for softball next year ( no doubt about that) but im just hoping that when i got to tryouts May 17th from 8:00 to 10:00 i am going to try my best and pray i make the team so i can get back into the game that i love so much and get back in the swing of volleyball!! (i will need to start practiing again serving...hitting...passing....everything)...(it has been more than a year since i have actually practiced) so pray that i can do my best and make the team.....i really cant wait till next year because if i do make the volleyball team i will be able to a sport i love for half the year till season is over and then the second half of the year i will another sport that i love to play softball (as long as i make softball which i really hope i do)....that is all i have to say i love you all very much and please pray that i can do my best at volleyball tryouts and make the team...i will try my very best