My Big Ol' Family!!

School is still here and they are giving us homework..But it is all good because it should get easier....I hope. Here is my latest dilemma.....I am in this house with just Jessica (and the parents) but since there are 9 kids in this family and i am one of the youngest....I have always had more than just one person around. I would normally have 3 or 4 ( up till last year when it was just me, Jessica, and Elizabeth but that was different because Bryan was here a lot ). But I guess that is what happens when you have a big family and are so use to having them with you all the time... It was easier to adjust when Melissa and Jennifer left (I love you guys!!! and it was hard to be without you!!!!!!!!) just because i was so young and everyone else was still there. Same with everyone else as well because it was just one person at a time and I still had plenty of people in the house. But I guess now that it is just the two of us I am getting really sad and depressed because I only have Jessica (and as you know we don't have the best relationship). And it is just getting to me to not have you guys around! I do know that this is something I will have to get use to. And I know I will but it will most defiantly take some time. I think that is why I love the holidays so much ( well part of...a big part) is because I can be with my family. I just miss you guys so much!!!!!!!!

Well the first week of school is over!! Only like 2310839021830821 more weeks to go! At least that is what it feels like. I am so tired and already ready for a break! But i will get through it! I cant wait until it is summer again!!! I don't have much to say because I have just been in school. So i love you guys!

Finally a new post. I have been trying not to post anything till school starts so that I will have something to talk about. However I have come to realize that I can not wait to post for so long. Yes I am addicted to blogging. Anyways school starts this coming Monday, and I have to say that when I think about how I only have 3 more years of school it shocks me. I have been in school for 10 years now. WOW! It really just seems like a long time. Well it was a long time. I am still so shocked to think about me graduating in 3 years! I have to say I am also scared about it. I am not so sure that I will be able to handle everything. There are just so many stresses...I am sure that all people stress about this but they probably don't stress so early. I will have to be able to take care of my diabetes, I am only talking about being able to get my supplies (testing strips, pump changes, insulin, etc.). I am just worries because I don't know if I will be able to do it. But still I can not wait till the day comes when I walk across that stage in my long blue robe. Anyways....I have to congratulate Melissa on the wonderful job she has done on her house! I will also miss your house Melissa! And no i don't think it is weird that you will miss your house so much. I love you all!!!!!!!!!

I really like this whale...so I decided to post it again

This is my 31st post! I have been in summer band the last 2 days, and I have to tell you Mr. Bell cares about this show much more than he has cared about the ones in the past. There are 24 sets in the first song!!! And we are playing 4 songs!! However one song is really short and one is medium length, but 2 are LONG!! I am also very sad that I can not go up and see and help Melissa. I really want to but mom doesn't want to use to much gas. I think we might be going to church softball this Thursday. However I am not happy about this because I do not want to go. My side is hurting like crazy (it has hurting for a little over a month now) and ever since i sprained my ankle in softball my ankle hurts anytime I walk. I believe that it has to do with me not letting my ankle heal all the way after I had sprained it. I waited about a week before I played again, but I didn't actually stay off of it. How could I? I had school everyday and You only get a certain amount of time to get from class to class, and I still had to walk to softball practice. So I just am not in any kind of mood to go out and practice church softball where the rules are all weird (it is a coed team....they have to play by really weird rules) and i don't want to have to deal with more side, and ankle pain. I would much rather stay home and finish re-reading the 6th Harry Potter (I have already read the 7th Harry Potter, and the 5th Harry Potter....Yes I read them is that order....7th,5th, and now 6th) So I am happy that I have done that much reading this summer. I would also like to start to read the Twilight series. I have recently talked to mom and she said that she might have a job I can do to earn some money so I could buy the books and read them. I do need to ask dad though because he doesn't seem to like the books because of the fact that the book have to do with vampires. I want to read them. I hear they are great books, and I am ready to start reading. I am really happy that Jennifer is feeling better than she was.

Melissa this is Bryan's Hobo Whale