what does it really mean?

forgive and forget. it is so plain and simple. but what i want to know is why can't people forgive? i mean they can say they forgive you, but you know that they dont really forgive you. you know that they still have that anger at you. you know that noone ever really forgets. why cant people forgive? why cant people believe that people can change? is it when they show a real improvement that then people might believe that that person can change? when someone makes a mistake does anyone every really trust them not to make that mistake again? do they ever trust them again just in general? if you cross somebody so badly and then cross them again is there any chance of forgivness if that person really wants it? can someone really claim to be a godly person but yet they cant forgive? isnt god about loving thy neighbor and forgiving thoughs who have crossed you and believing that people can change?......forget your mistakes but remember what they have taught you....yes this is a very weird post...i just couldnt get these thought out of my head though.

bowling

ok well i read melissa's blog and saw her pictures so i have the need to make a post about bowling. well i love to bowl!! i actually went to go bowling the other day however i didnt get to bowl because i havea rist issue... i wasnt so sure how bad it would hurt to bowl but why take the risk to find out?...so i had to sit and watch about 12 people bowl 3 games...needless to say i was really bored...however it was really fun because the people i went with are really fun anf funny...i went with elizabeth, her boyfriend, and a bunch of her work friends, and katie, and elliot. elliot is around my age. We were origanly going to go put-putting but it started to rain so then we went bowling. now i really want to go bowling!!

driving

so i have been driving yesterday and today...it was fun i was really nervous whenever i first got behind the wheel....as most never drivers who car about not getting in a wreck. but yes i did drive! monday i drove into hot springs from malvern because we had to drop off a guy that lived there...and then today i drove all around town in central, on the bypass, on the highway, in corner stone, by the school, and then i drove from magic springs to my house! so i drove a lot!! coach pennigton says that im a good driver so i think thats a good thing. i like to drive! its scary once you first start to drive but then you stop being scared and your just paying attention to what you are doing. its a good feeling to know that i can drive and that other people believe in me and know and tell me that i am a good driver.

life

well its summer time but im taking drivers ed. so its not really summer yet...but i guess now it is because drivers ed. is finally over and im going to drive the 10th of this month so yeah...anyways i asked dad tonight if i could go to a baseball game and he asked who i would be meeting and i said emily and he said he didnt know. that usually means no so im probley not going. i dont really ever go anywhere with my friends im normally just at the house (one of the two), softball (games or practices), or out somewhere with the parents...which isnt a bad thing it would just be nice to hangout with my friends watching a baseball game. i have a softball game this thursday so woo fun....we had practice yesterday and we had to hit....i didnt do so great... i didnt do bad or anything i did hit the majority of the balls but i didnt do as well as i could have. i believe it has a lot to do with the fact that i havent actually hit in about 3 weeks. because we have been out of school for about a week and a half and then the last week and a half of school we didnt have practice....we had a game last thursday but i didnt get to hit because we had already lost and they didnt finish the last inning...i dont reall yknow why...so im hoping that we wont lose to fast this week so i can hit. we have a number of games so thats goign to be fun adn i will get to hit. anyways i hope yall have a good summer