Toe....

In case you haven't heard Jessica has dislocated her 4th toe....not fun!! She is fine now, however; she is just a little...well a lot sore. She does however have her priority a little mixed up. She getting ready to go to a basketball game last night. She went running down the stairs into the dining room and when she did that she slammed her foot into the door frame!! OUCH!!! Next she came into the family room fell down and....

1. Called Katie and told her she couldn't go to the game because she broke her toe. (She was completely fine when she called Katie. She wasn't crying and her voice didn't break once.)
2. Told Bryan to go get dad.
3. Once Bryan got back downstairs she asked if she was going to be able to bowl Monday.

Her toe was really nasty!! It was making a V shape with her 3rd toe. Really gross!! It was bleeding...and her pinkie toe is all scraped up. Yes she is fine and everything is fixed. She is just sore and is bruising but other than that she is perfect!! Well I love you all and hope you have a good rest of the weekend!!

This is a picture from the bottom of her foot

Church

Well I am really wanting to go to church tonight!! So I hope that my friend is able to take me to church. I really like this church it is called pointbreak. Now as most of you know I love the church that I go to!! No, not the Mormon church...I am sorry I am not hating on what you believe I just really don't like it there. I am talking about the church I go to with my dad and step mom the church name is Hamilton Church of God. We haven't gone to that church in a while....it is really sad....But some of my friends have invited me to go to this church many times. I have gone a couple of times and I really enjoy this church! It is great and is such a fun place to be and learn!! Well church tonight starts at 7 so i hope i get to go!! I love you all!

Music

I am currently listening to music that my dear sister Jennifer put on a CD for me. The song I am currently listening to is a song from Mulan!! I love it!! Anyways I had a good Christmas! I hope you all did to! Well today is the last day that Jennifer will be here!! :( I will miss you and your snoring!! When we go back to school I get to start softball!! YAY!!! It will be fun! Well I don't have much to say...But I love you all!!

Yes once again Twilight

I recently went to go see the Twilight movie. I went with Jessica and some friends! Well we went ti the 8 p.m. show and we had to be home at 10:30 so we only made it to the part where Bella is about to leave Alice and Jasper to go and find James. What i did see of the movie I liked!! Now I only have to go back and watch it all the way through! Lol. I can't wait!!! Well I have been very busy lately a lot has been going on!! I am currently on Eclipse in the Twilight series. I have had to be putting the Twilight books on hold because I have to read certain book for English class. Right now we have to read a novel and I picked Lucky by Alice Seabold. It is about a girl getting raped and waiting and seeking for the justice. It is very interesting. I like the book but I still cant wait to finish so I can pick up Eclipse again. I love you all and hope you all have a lovely holiday season!

Edward......Oh Twilight

So I am in love with Edward! I can't help but he is the perfect man!! I really wish that he was real. That would just be amazing. Stephanie Meyer knows how to write the perfect man! Anyways I know I have not posted in a while. 16 days I do believe! I am currently putting songs on the ipod I got for my birthday!! I love it!! It is purple!!! It was a great present!! Today is Jessica's birthday and we celebrated it yesterday (Dad is on 1st call today) and she got the digital camera that she wanted!! It is a very cute camera and I love it!!! And I know she loves it also!!! Well I really don't have much to say.... I love you all and I will post soon.

12 am

It is currently 9:18 and I am sitting in my bed room at moms house. I have a plan to stay up till 12 am for my birthday tomorrow which will be today in 2 hours and 40 min. I have decided that I was born at exactly 12 am. Now I know that I was not born at 12 am but I decided that that will be when I was born for 2 reasons.

1.) I don't have an original birth certificate...Mom doesn't have one and neither does dad

2.) Mom and dad don't remember what time I was born. And quite honestly I wouldn't expect them to. They had 9 kids and I find it a miracle that they can even remember the years we were born (well most of the time they can. Lol.)

Since it is 9:20 right now. I am kinda sad that it took me 2 minutes to type that little. I type fast it just took me that long because I have a lack of words. I have currently been in the happiest state of my life for the last several weeks, Everything has been good despite some things, but I still have been in a generally good mood. That is until about 4 today. I got sad and just started thinking. I know my life isn't going to change much once I am 16....Wow 16.... there is only one thing that will change.

I will be able to drive alone.

Does that mean I will? No. For one I don't have a job. I can't pay for insurance. And I don't have a car. I am fine with that. I am not complaining so don't get the wrong idea. It is just nice to be able to say I can drive legally by myself. It's a nice thought to know that I am growing up to be the young woman I am today. (Whether you like that women of not.) That is your personal opinion. But tonight I am just feeling like I have missed out on a big part of my life. I got diagnosed with diabetes at 7 years old. (I do NOT feel sorry for myself. I think it has made me to be more responsible and has made me who I am today.) But still I have lived 9 years with this disease. I was forced to grow up faster than any other normal kid. I missed out on some of the things that "normal" kids got to do. (What exactly is normal?) I feel like 9 years of my life have been taken away from me. Not to mention the fact that I got diagnosed during a particularly hard time in a young kids life. My mom and dad were getting a divorce. I have never really stopped to think about how that could have effected my life. Now don't get me wrong I really do believe that both my mom and dad have moved on to find people they are better suited for. I don't blame either one of them for anything that has happen. -What is meant to be will be.- I honestly do believe that. But when I think about all of this it makes me wonder how I ever made it through all this. I really do believe that I might have been depressed and I don't know if I have ever really gotten over any of this. I block out my childhood due to somethings I would rather not talk about. None of them have to do with my dad, just my mom. But I have never delt with any of it. And it makes me wonder if it is to late to deal with it. Is it ever to late to deal with anything? Is it to late to get back those 9 years? Is it to
late to talk about it?

This is one of my longest posts. This is my longest post. It is now 9:53 and I have spent 35 min. typing this. I have spent 35 min. talking about my feeling...or just simply rambling...you be the judge. I am going to go now. I love you all and I hope you all have a good night...or a good day. I only have 2 hours and 5 min. till 12 am now. I love you all.

Election

I COMPLETELY agree with Jennifer!!!! I find it VERY RUDE to get a phone call saying "Obama won!!" That is rude. I don't care how happy you are about it. Don't call me and tell me. Or rub it in my face. That it all about the election. I love you guys! This Friday is our last football game! :( that makes me really sad because I like the football games!! They are my most favorite thing to do in band!! Well besides playing a really fun piece of music were the Sax's. have a really fun part to play!!! And since the band doesn't play so much fun music.....or they do but it is really easy and therefor boring.....i have nothing to look forward to. But maybe they will start playing some fun stuff!!! That is all.....I love you!!!